I <3 You!!

interesting/bad/disappointing day :(

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 04:33:11 GMT

Ten random things about me:
10) in the summer i usual sleep into the afternoon
9) i am usually not such a loud person, im really very quiet and shy. but hey, when i get with kelly...whoa! watch out :) haha
8) i have an addiction to music. i can't go a day without it.
7) im a virgin. haha..:p
6) i love taking pictures with my buds
5) i love guys who act very gentlemanly...if thats a word. haha, but it hink you all understand
4) i am the #1 junior handler in MI and in the country for Irish Setters, and #17 out of everybody in the country
3) i like being in band, i just don't flaunt about it.
2) i've never been to a concert
1) i love my freckles :D

Nine ways to win my heart:
9) be good friends with me
8) trust me..and let me trust you
7) flirt with me
6) be sweet and caring
5) invite me places with you
4) dont change your personality when im with you and your friends. don't treat me differently
3) remember girls can have their "moods" and if i say things that are hurtfull, i will realize it the next day and feel badly..so give me a little time
2) surprise visits would me nice :)
1) call me beautiful or pretty other than sexy or hott

Eight things I want to do before I die:
8) go to college
7) go jetskiing
6) own a house
5) be successful in my career and make plenty of money
4) visit my favorite countries
3) go on a road trip with my friends
2) get married and have a family
1) own a horse

Seven things that annoy me:
7) people that try to be funny
6) people that ruin something that was already funny by just..killing the joke
5) lead others on
4) liars.
3) overly cocky guys
2) jokes being told over and over again, when that person knows that we've already heard them from that person..like the day before
1) people who pretend to care, but really don't.

Six things I believe in:
6) God
5) true love
4) that there is somebody for everybody out there somewhere
3) Ghosts/spirits
2) that there are some decent guys still out there
1) heaven/hell

Five things I'm afraid of:
5) SPIDERS...omg..they are horrible
4) being hurt
3) my parents dying while im younge
2) dying younge
1) becoming bankrupt when im older and having to live in a trailer

Four of my favorite things:
4) have a good time with my friends :)
3) long hugs and kisses
2) food/coffee
1) being on a bus, with all of my friends, with no drama, or arguments, just a fun long bus ride, full of fun

Three things I do everyday:
3) go on the computer
2) listen to music
1) talk to my friends on the phone

Two things I want to do right now:
2) talk to kelly. i miss that girl
1) take a shower

One person I want to see right now:
1) kelly stephens. i need to talk to her

really really really bored

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 23:07:24 GMT

i miss somebody right now.
i don't watch much tv these days.
i own lots of books.
i wear glasses or contact lenses.
i love to play video games.
i've tried marijuana
i've watched porn movies.
i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
i believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
i have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
i have broken someone's bones.
i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
i hate the rain.
i'm paranoid at times.
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
i need/want money right now.
i love sushi.
i talk really, really fast.
i have fresh breath in the morning.
i have long hair.
i have lost money in las vegas.
i have at least one sibling.
i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
i could survive without caller i.d.
i like the way that i look.
i have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
i am usually pessimistic.
i have a lot of mood swings.
i think prostitution should be legalized.
i slept with a roommate.
i have a hidden talent.
i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
i have a lot of friends.
i have pecked someone of the same sex.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
i love to shop and/or window shop.
i'm obsessed with my xanga or livejournal.
i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i have passed out drunk within the past 6 months
i've rejected someone before.
i currently like/love someone.
i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
i want to have children in the future.
i have changed a diaper before.
i've called the cops on a friend before.
i'm not allergic to anything.
i have a lot to learn.
i am shy around the opposite sex.
i'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
i have at least 5 away messages saved.
i have tried alcohol and ~~drugs~~ before.
i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
i own the "south park" movie.
i have avoided assignments at work/school to be on xanga or livejournal.
i enjoy some country music.
i would die for my best friends.
i am obsessive and often a perfectionist.
i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
i have dated a close friend's ex.
i am happy at this moment.
i'm obsessed with guys.
democrat.
republican.
i am punk rockish.
i go for older guys/girls, not younger.
i study for tests most of the time.
i tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i've ever met. i can work on a car.
i can work on a car.
i love my job.
i am comfortable with who i am right now.
i have more than just my ears pierced.
i walk barefoot wherever i can.
i have jumped off a bridge.
i love sea turtles.
i spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
i plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
i am proficient on a musical instrument.
i hate office jobs.
i went to college out of state.
i am adopted.
i am a pyro.
i have thrown up from crying too much.
i have been intentionally hurt by people that i loved.
i fall for the worst people.
i adore bright colors.
i usually like covers better than originals.
i hate chain theme restaurants like applebee's and tgi fridays.
i can pick up things with my toes.
i can whistle.
i have ridden/owned a horse.
i still have every journal i've ever written in.
i talk in my sleep.
i've often thought that i was born in the wrong century decade.
i try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
i wear a toe ring.
i have a tattoo.
i can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
i am a caffeine junkie.
i am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and i'm not ashamed at all.
if i knew i would get away with it, i would commit at least one murder.
i will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
i enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
i'm an artist.
i am ambidextrous.
i sleep with so many stuffed animals that i can hardly fit on my bed.
if it weren't for having to see other people naked, i'd live in a nudist colony.
i have terrible teeth.
i hate my toes.
i did this meme even though i wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. \
i have more friends on the internet than in real life.
i have lived in either three different states or countries or provinces.
i am extremely flexible.
i love kisses more than hugs
i want to own my own business.
i smoke.
i spend way to much time on the computer.
nobody has ever said i'm normal.
sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
i am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
i like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
i don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
i have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
i have played strip poker with somebody else before.
i have had emotional problems for which i have sought professional help.
i believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
i can't stand being alone.
i have at least one obsession at any given time.
i weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
i consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
i'm a judgmental asshole.
i'm a HUGE drama-queen.
i have traveled on more than one continent.
i sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
i need people to tell me i'm good at something in order to feel that i am.
i am a libertarian.
i can speak more than one language.
i can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
i would rather read than watch tv.
i like reading fact more than fiction.
i have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment i was given a month to do.
i have no piercings.
i have spent the night at a train or police station.
i have been so upset over my physical gender that i cried.
i once spent christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
i've been married and am now divorced.
there have been times when i have wondered "why was i born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
i like most animals better than most people.
i own a collection of retro game consoles.
the thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
i have hit someone with a dead fish.
i have written/read erotic stories.
i am compulsively honest.
i was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
i have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
i have gone from wishing i was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
i am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
i sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because i forget to.
i find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
i dislike milk.
i obsessively wash my hands.
i always carry something significant around with me.
sometimes i'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
i've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
even though i live on my own i still cry sometimes because i miss my mother. ((i will do that when im older))
i hand wrote all the html tags in this document.
i've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
i have been clinically dead for a brief period.
instead of feeling sympathi hy/empathy with people and their problems, i simply become annoyed.
i participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
i do most comedy acts.
i don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
i don't like to chew gum..
had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
i wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
i play dungeons & dragons weekly.
i love to sing.
i want to live in my mother's basement when i grow up.
i have a custom-built computer.
i want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
i would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.
i've gone skinny-dipping.
i've performed in three plays, all of them shakespeare.
i enjoy burritos.
i'm irish and lovin' it.
i have a thing for redheads.
i am a twin!
most times, i'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
once i set out to finish something, i always stay at it until it is completed before i move on to something else.
i wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
i wish i could do high school over again.
i have big interest swings every year.
i have loved pokemon since the beginning and continue to do so.
i am the only one who can navigate my room without stepping on something.
there's no genre of music i dislike.
i've read every work written by my favorite author(s).
no matter how much i sleep, i'm always tired.
i'd rather eat out than cook.
i have higher expectations of myself than others seem to.
i work in tech support.
i have a habit of spending more money then i usually have.
i know what it's like to fly on the trapeze.
i fantasize about things i've done in the way i think i should've done them.
i like cheese.
my favorite color is purple.
i'm obsessed with nip/tuck.
i watch disney channel.
i'm in love with starbucks.
i feel a lot better when i write everything i'm feeling on my livejournal.
i hate where i live.
i am extremely impatient.
i like the "♥" symbol
I overanalyze situations and conversations to an extreme
I run because i have nothing better to do
I would do anything just to change one thing/ do somthing different.

Bored...in the summer...

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 01:06:18 GMT

wow..so besides the fact that i can get bored alot..my summer has been going pretty good so far. i've hung out with all my friends, went to the new coldstone, and just sat out in the sun for a few hours. i say it cant get much better than that. so if anybody is having any parties or just having people over for a good time...then dont be shy about giving me a call!..im sure im free ;)

Name:SUZIE
Single or Taken: SINGLE
Happy about that: NO..NOT REALLY
Sex: FEMALE
Sibling(s): 2
Eye color:BLUE
Shoe size: 11 HEELS AND 10 TENNIS SHOES
Height: 5'8"ISH
What are you wearing right now: CLOTHES...
Where do you live: TROY..THE MOST BORING CITY IN MICHIGAN
Righty or Lefty: RIGHTY ;)
Can you make a dollar in change right now: SURE...LEMME GO GET MY PURSE
Who are your closest friends: MY GIRLS! ;)

FAVORITES
Kind of pants: JEANS
Number: 37
Animal: DOGS
Drink: POP
Alcohol: WHISKEY SOURS
Sport: WATER POLO..AND SOCCER
Month: JULY
Juice: OJ

Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: YEAH
Bungee Jump: NOPE
Made yourself throw-up: UH..NO!
Gone skinny dipping: YES
Eaten a dog: WHY THE FUCK WOULD I EAT A DOG?
Loved someone so much it made you cry: YES
Broken a bone: NO WAY JOSE
Played truth or dare: HECK YES
Been in a physical fight: NOPE
Been in a police car: IN KINDERGARDEN
Been on a plane: YES
Came close to dying: NO..I DON'T THINK SO
Been in a sauna: YESSS
Been in a hot tub: YUPPP
Swam in the ocean: OOH YEA
Fallen asleep in school: PFF..OF COURSE
Ran away: NO
Broken someone's heart: IDK..MAYBE
Cried when someone died: YESSS
Cried in school: YES
Fell off your chair: ALMOST EVERYDAY
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: YEA
Saved AIM conversation(s): NO
Saved e-mails: YES
Made out with JUST a friend: YEA
Used someone: NO
Been cheated on: NO

---------------------------------------------------------------------------
What is...
Your good luck charm: DON'T HAVE ONE
New fav. song: RIDIN' DIRTY
What's your room like: CUTE
Last thing you ate: PRETZLES

---------------------------------------------------------------------------
Ever Had...
Chicken pox: NOPE
Sore Throat: HASN'T EVERYBODY?
Broken nose: NOPE

---------------------------------------------------------------------------
Do You...
Believe in love at first sight: SURE
Like school: EH..DEPENDS ON WHO IS IN MY CLASSES

---------------------------------------------------------------------------
Question...
Who was the last person that called you: KELLY
Who was the last person you slow danced with: STEVE
Who makes you smile: MY FRIENDS

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Do you like filling these out: WHEN IM REALLY BORED...YES
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: BOTH
Do you like yourself: I GUESS SO..I HAVEN'T KILLED MYSELF YET. HAHA
Do you get along with your family: AT TIMES

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Are You...
Obsessive? NOT REALLY
Compulsive? FOR SOME STUPID THINGS..YEA
Suicidal? NO WAY! I DON'T WANT TO DIE

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Final Questions...
What are you listening to right now: THE DOGS BARKING
What did you do yesterday: WENT TO COLDSTONE WITH CAMERON
Hated someone in your family: NOT HATE..BUT DON'T GET ALONG WITH
Gotten any awards: UH HUH
What car/truck do you wish to have: MUSTANG
Where do you want to get married: IN MY FAMILIES CHURCH
Good driver: YEA
Good Singer: PFF..NO
Have a lava lamp: NO
How many remote controls are in your house: 2?
Are you double jointed: NOPE
What do you dream about: RANDOM STUFF
When you last showered:TODAY
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper: DR. PEPPER
Skiing or Boarding?: NEVER BEEN...
Summer or winter: SUMMER BABY!
Silver or Gold: SILVER
Diamond or pearl: DIAMOND
Sprite or 7up: SPRITE
Coffee or tea: COFFEE
Phone or in person: I LIKE BOTH
Are you oldest, middle, youngest: YOUNGEST
Indoor or outdoor: OUTDOOR...W/O THE DAMN BUGS

------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked: NOT YET..BUT HOPEFULLY
2. Bought something: NO
3. Get sick: NO
4. Talked to an ex: NO
5. Miss someone: YEPP

------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Last person(s) who....
10. Slept in your bed: ME..?
11. Saw/heard you cry: KELLY
12. Made you cry: PROLLY A STUPID BOY
13. Went to the movies with: UH..ELISA, SCOTT, AND EVAN
14. You went to the mall with: KELLY
15. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: MY MOM

------------------------------------------------------------------------------
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? WHY WOULD YOU GET IN A FIGHT WITH A PET?
17. Been to Vegas: NO
18. Been to Mexico: NO
19. Been to Canada? YAH
20. Been to Europe: NOPE

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Random...
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now: YUP
22. What book are you reading now: NONE
23. Best feeling in the world: BEING HAPPY
24. Future KIDS names: RYAN, BELLE, OR JOHN
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: NOPE
26. What's under your bed: A BUNCH OF CRAP
27. Favorite sports to watch: WATER POLO
28. Favorite Locations: FL, CA, KY, NY
29. Piercing/Tattoos: EARS
30. What are you most scared of right now: DYING
31. Who do you really hate: NOONE IN PRETICULAR
32. Do you have a job: NO WAY
33. Have you ever liked someone you don't have a chance with: NO
36. Are you lonely right now: YEP
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now: THAT STUPID CRAZY SONG..I HATE IT! ITS SO ANNOYING
39. Have you ever played strip poker: NO
40. Have you ever gotten beat up: MY MY BROTHER..AND A FRIEND
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV: YUPPPP
43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: NO..THAT WOULD HURT
44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you: YESSUR
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Random
What color is your shirt right now? TEAL
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex (visual): EYES, BODY, SMILE
Your Favorite Food: FRENCH FRIES
Do you drink: NOT ALOT
Do you smoke: NEVER
Ever got so drunk you dont remember: NEVER
Are you too shy to ask someone out: YES
Hugs or Kisses: KISSES
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn: BUTTER AND SALT
Dogs or cats: DOGS
Favorite Flower: ROSE
Have you ever fired a gun: YES
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car: PLANE..ITS FASTER
How many pillows do you sleep with: 6
Who are you missing right now: A GUY..

so other than being bored so far this summer...its fun. dog shows are going good. i've gotten enough win so go to california..and my grades were good.so i can go. now i just have to get enough money. that shouldn't be to hard.

i might get a job at Fox's Pizza on John R. and Square Lk. that would be fun! order a pizza there and i'll do my best not to mess it up :p.

well...call me over the summer to hang out! i'd rather you not text msg...i only get about 6 a day.

sweet....peace out guys!

*LoveYa

<33 Suzie XOOX

no school...to hott man!!

Tue, 30 May 2006 20:02:01 GMT

so today is a free day b/c we don't have school..b/c our air condition sucks. maybe this will make the school board realize how stupid our school is. and they'll take it down..and make a school with windows!! i guess it was pretty cool b/c all of the other schools had to go and we just got another day to chill out. and now we'll only have 3 days of school this week! sweet stuff man!

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

i went to a dog show this past weekend in kalamazoo. i got heat stroke one of the days from running around so much. it wasn't very fun. i just wanted to lay down and sleep..but they wouldn't let me. they were all like..drink some water and walk around. you'll feel better. well...it just made me want to sleep more! stupid people that aren't doctors. i ended up going to sleep at like 8 and wakeing up at 7. an amazing 11 hours of sleep man! thats what im talking about.

i went to kelly's last nigt to spend the night. fun stuff man!! we had a blast. and her brother and i ..and josh had an amazing conversation. kelly kept playing freecell on her laptop. and then we rubbed ears just to see what it would feel like. it was an invigorating experience...let me tell you! it was the most fun i've had in a long time.

DRIVERS ED. TODAY!! first day. then i'll be going to it for 2 hours...everyday for 3 weeks. yea i know...im looking forward to it..just as much as you are.

im playing tpt. in symphony band now. we don't have anymore concerts so mccoy said i could play it since im playing it in marching band next season, so i can get my lips back to playing on a smaller mouth peice. sweet shit man!

well..not much else to say. i'll prolly be seeing you all tmrw in school!

*LoveYa!

<33 Suzie xoxox

bored in school and out of crack

Thu, 04 May 2006 13:33:48 GMT

haha..just kidding..i don't smoke crack, but i bet it makes you want to read this entry more! :p

i got my prom dress last night at the team dinner. im borrowing it from Kat G...i don't know how to spell her last name..so im not even going to attempt it b/c i know i'll slaughter it. and that would be dumb. but it is white and floor length. it has red flowers on it..so it'll go well with steve's red....vest or w/e he has.

i've been writing a reasearch paper for english the past month and a 1/2. it's like..200+ points for the quarter. hopefully i do well on it so i don't fail the class. my dad is making me a wood cover and then it is going to open up like a diary and the latch is going to be a string noose. my topic is teenage suicide, so it should go well. im one of the only people in my class that is done with everything typing wise. everybody around me is scarmbling and rushing to get things done. some people haven't even started it yet! and it is due tmrw! they're going to have a lot to do tonight. sucks to be them. if you want a sneak peek at mine then you'll have to find me in the morning and get a look at it. it's going to be AWESOME! if i do say so myself.

im excited for prom. hopefully everything will go smoothly and there won't be any unexpected surprises. im going to look so pretty in my dress. the polo girls wanted me to try it on last night and like..walk around in it at the dinner and show it off. and they didn't want me to take it off, but i wanted to eat...so i took it off so i wouldn't get any food on it. it was such i nice dinner. corn, bbq chicken, rice, cake, bread..there may have been more, but that is what i ate...and i went up for like...3rds :p then ed and baldino kept confusing me and then emily and i got bored, so we left.

1st hour was fun today. senor francis and i dind't get into such as bad of a fight, but we always have somthing to yell at each other for. hilary is so dumb in that class....she always yells SENOR!!! and it just drives some of us crazy..and she does these hand motions...OMG! kelsey,vikki, and i had a hard time keeping a straight face when she looked our way, but i dont think she knew that we were talking about her, b/c we werne't that loud. it was fun whiel it lasted though. she always thinks im mad at her at the end of class...everyday! im jsut sick of being in a class for very long, so of course im pissy at the end of a class...and he gave us homework so it was worse. she needs to stop worrying if im mad at her or not.

not much else to say, it is the end of the hour..and i better get the laptop back in the cart

*LoveYou!

<33 Suzie XOXOX

Dear Suzie...

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 19:17:25 GMT

Dear __________ ,

You have a cute______.

You make me _______.

You should _______.

Someday I will ______.

You + me =________.

If I saw you now I'd __________.

I would build a _______ just for you.

I would get your name tattooed on my __________.

If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could __________ under the stars.

My love for you is like that of ____________.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

repost with dear and your name. fill this out and send it to me in a message!

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 00:40:21 GMT

1. Been cheated on? no
2. Broken someone's heart? no
3. Had your heart broken? no.
4. Had a dream come true? yes.
5. Done something you regret? yes.

SECTION 2: CURRENTLY
1. Wearing? t-shirt & jeans.
2. Have any piercings? ears
3. How many?: 1 in each

SECTION 3 : LAST PERSON YOU
1. Hugged?: Kelly Turner
2. Kissed?: You're not gunna know.
3. IMed?: Kelly!
4. Talked on the phone to?: my sister and brother..Liz and Rob
5. Yelled at? Kim

SECTION 4 : PERSONAL
1. What do you want to be when you finish school?: Phycology..
2. What has been the best day of your life?: so far...this past monday
3. What comes first in your life?: friends/family
4. What are you most scared of?: death
5. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? take out my contacts, set my alarm and put in a movie
6. Did you lose someone you really loved?: yes
7. Love your family?: yes

SECTION 5 : FAVORITE
1. Movie: Shine
2. Song: Let it bleed- The Used
3. Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate
4. Fruit: peaches or strawberries
5. Candy: peeps
6. Day of the Week: Saturday morning.
7. Color: yellow or pink

SECTION 6 : DO YOU
1. Like to give hugs?: Yes.
2. Like to walk in the rain?: yes.
4. Like to travel?: Yes.
5. Sleep on your side? sometimes.
6. Have a goldfish?: i did before i killed them
7. Ever have the falling dream?: probably.
8. Have stuffed animals? many.

SECTION 7 : THIS OR THAT
1. Pierced nose or tongue? neither
2. MTV or BET? MTV.
3. 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? Dawson's Creek.
4. Sugar or salt?: ..salt.
5. Silver or gold?: silver
6. Chocolate or flowers? Chocolate
7. Color or Black-and-white photos?: black and white.
8: Stay up late or get up early?: stay up late.
9. Hot or cold? hot
10. Ketchup or mustard?: ketchup.
11. Spring or Fall?: Spring
12. Wonder or amazement? amazement
13. mexican or italian food?: italian.
14. O.C. or Laguna Beach?: laguna beach

well that was fun! polo is going good. we beat seaholm last night and i took 5 caps for one girls bag. it was pretty sweet!

still haven't found a prom dress...but hopefully i'll find one soon. any suggestions on colors? i have blue eyes...so if that was one of your question or things to find a dress to match with..i have blue eyes. hahaha

LATE START TMRW!!! WHOO!! if you have c lunch...tell me in the morning and we can sit together.

LOVE YOU!!

<33 Suzie XOXO

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 17:07:07 GMT

starting late at school is so much fun. i've gotten to catch up on my sleep and be awake at school for classes that i am usually asleep in. the day is going by pretty slow though. im in my English class and we are working on a research paper..but it really wont be like a research paper b/c we have to like..right dialoug for it and like..find newspaper articles. hey, thats ok with me if i don't have to write out an actual paper for it.

water polo has been really exciting so far. the first game against Grand Blanc was pretty bad though. JV lost 1-8 and Varsity lost 8-10. not as bad..but still we lost. at the Troy High tournament we did really well. we won 4/5 games. i gave a girl on the Troy team a black eye. it was awesome. and the day before this #24 had given Erin a bloody nose..but then i got her in Hole..and i destroyed her. haha...DENIED BITCH! but she wouldn't let go of the ball after i got her under the water...so i just held her under. she tried to shoot..but missed. Last night we had another game in Haslett, but i couldn't go due to the fact taht i had my last CPR class to go to. and if i dind't go to the class, then i would have to sign up to take it again, which is the last thing that i would have liked to do. We won 6-9. i guess they only have one team, so ryan and kate combined some girls and made 1/2 JV and 1/2 Varsity. thats cool though. im glad that we won and now we have a little boost before our next tournament in Huron this weekend.

ok so i've finally picked a topic for my paper..Teens and Cosmetic Surgeries. sounds like a good topic to me. easy to write about dontcha think!?

everybody should coem to the first home game on April 4th. It is next thursday. i think that is the first one i think anyways...but either way, you should all come! and look for me...#20!

well, got to go, have to work some more on the paper and get it done.

Loveya!!

<33 Suzie XOXO

what a weekend

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 01:57:54 GMT

St. Patrick's Day was a blast. i got to miss out on my least favorite class, Spanish, b/c i was on the news for the dogs. of course it was for the dogs...everything i do that is worth talking about is for the dogs. oh well. good thing i like them right?

This weekend i was that the Cobo Hall show in Detroit. i got Best Junior Handler on Saturday against 12 in my class. and all together i beat 57 people. so that was REALLY good. i was really excited about that. I didn't do anything today (sunday) though..b/c the judge was on crack or somthing and didn't like flashy dogs. stupid stupid judge. but then today my friend Mike came with his puppy and i don't get to see him alot. at this show you arent allowed to leave until a certain time. so he and i were just walking around talking for like...5 hours. it was grand...we had a grand time.

Last night cameron and i went to Kelly's house to chill out. and we were..iPoding..haha..it was fun. i got a bunch of songs and Dane Cook stuff. then Mo and Co came over..and angela too. and we listened to music and i layed on the ping pong table and got hit in the face. that is what i call skill. it takes a lot of skill to take a blow to the face with a hard tiny ball...and that sucker hurt man!! no jokin' here!

for once in a while..im excited to go to school tmrw b/c i dind't get to see Monika and Chelsea for like...2 days. and im not used to that. i miss them.

well i have to go start my homework now...yes..im starting my homework late on sunday night. isn't that just typical of every teenager?!

TYPICAL THRLRLRLLRLRLDD!...only kelly will know what this is. haha

LoveYa XOXO

<33 Suzie

being sick..and having to deal with jackasses doesn't result in a good outcome

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 04:08:15 GMT

yupp..i've been sick for about a week and a 1/2. i think it was strep throat..but my mom never took me to the doctor b/c she though it was just a cold that would pass the next day with a little rest. but rest was the last thing she would let me do. she made me work so much it wasn't even funny. cleaning up after the puppies, working with the other dogs and just bugging the shit out of me all the time. but i think i am getting better. my throat still hurts to swallow...and im coughing alot more, but i guess coughing is a good sign. at least...so im told.

got all one's at band festivle. i have kind of mixed emotions about going to states. 1. hey cool, we got all ones. damn..now we have to go to states. 2. there go another saturday to band. 3. gah! now i have to play the same stupid songs in band for the next month. ohwell...one more trip on the good ol' bus with my band buddies! :D

why do guys have to be such assholes and bring a girl down all the time? idk what i did to this person today, but he deffinatly made me feel like crap and that i wasn't worth anybody's time or energy. i couldn't help but cry when nobody was looking. i hate being called worthless. wouldn't you?

water polo conditioning was a bitch today. we get there..and she says..ok warm up with a steady paced 500 (20laps) ok..so i do that. then Kate (coach) wants us to do 4 IM's...2 laps of each kind of stroke. that was pretty brutal..but i did it. and then she wants us to do all the these 100's (4 laps)..and then 3 200's (you guessed it..8 laps) i didn't do the math..but that was alot of laps today. then after we did that, she wanted us to go to the middle of the pool and tred water for 5 minutes, sprint to one end of the pool and back to the middle and go back to tredding water for another 5 minutes. we did that about 5 times. then we did more distance work. 100's and 200's stuff. then we went to the diving well to play "simon says" while tredding water. then we finally got out of the water to do land work. push up, wall ups, and lunges around the pool. then we had to get back into the water and tred water after each thing. so like..after the push ups..we got back into the water. and so on...it was a hard work out. kate was right when she said she was going to work every muscle today. even my toes hurt when i got home. the JV coach...Ryan...OMG!! such a stud!!! i was like..drooling the whole time. hahaha . Even Mr. Shipp thought he was a looker. HAHAHAHHAAHHA!!

Mr. Shipp...what a guy. he's such a cool teacher. i had a talk with him today in class about his love life. and he said that when he gets lucky he can go out and find himself a date. how funny! i have to hand it to him, for a teacher..that is 28, he isn't that bad looking. all of the teachers, except for Mr. Mccoy, are younger then my brother and sister. kinda weird, but cool at the same time.

im sick of being sick..GAH!

that's all folks!

LoveYa!!

-Suzie XOXO

back in MI

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 02:01:27 GMT

so NYC was....AMAZING!!! i had the greatest time. i got to see Ashley, Leigh, Sam, Little Bettis, Alex, Sarah, Maria...and a bunch of other people that i really missed. Ashley and I went to this Chronical Party at Hotel Pennsylvannia in the city. and we stayed there til 2 AM!! haha...fun night. it sucked though b/c i had to wake up at 6 in the morning to go to the show the next day. but nobody got the msg that it was delayed by 2 hours b/c of the awful snow we got. yes..i was in that blizzard. but it was really fun to watch. it was really pretty. but really cold at the same time. I didn't get to show Tara..like i usually do b/c as i was walked out the door to leave, she came into Season and i had to take this dog JJ instead. who is a very dog, but he just doesn't react the same to things like tara. ohwell..we did very well. on saturday and sunday JJ and I got Best Junior Handler both days! haha! thats what i call a good weekend. and then on Tuesday (VDAY) i showed at the Westminster Kennel Club show in the city. which was really good. there were so many juniors that they split us up into 4 groups. about 30 or so in each group. and they judged 2 groups each day. so JJ and i were on tuesday. there were 30 in our group and we made all of the cuts possible. we didn't made the Finals (where you go into the big big ring to get a placement) but we made the final line up in our group..like...only 6 people!! can you believe it?! i took a dog into this huge ring...who i dont' usually show..and did better then i do with my "normal" dog!! i was so excited when i made the first cut, b/c JJ was being an asshole. i had to go to a corner and try to stop myself from crying b/c i was so happy. i was so proud of my boy JJ.

I tried to do my math homework over the 11 hour car ride that i had to endure..but i just couldn't get it...so i stayed after school today to get it done..and now i understand it. aren't i smart!? haha but i still have to write that paper for english...and stay after school to do some MES labs that i missed..but otherwise..im all caught up. my mom doesn't know anything when she says i don't get my homework done...she's dumb.

Steve asked me to Prom today! haha..how exciting. i told him yes, as friends. i've (obviously) never been to a prom before. i hope i am a good date and i hope he has a good time with me.

well i have to go finish my homework. i've got 2 more sheets of math...the paper outline, and history questions. and then..im done! whoo!!

*LoveYou!!

-Suzie XOXO

at school

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 14:39:34 GMT

hey hey hey guys...whts up?!

haven't written in a while..but thats cool. school is a drag and i've been in the computer lab looking up stuff for this paper that i have to right. its kinda dumb.

Im so excited to go to NYC in 2 days!! i'll be gone until Thursday February 16. i know you guys will miss me sooo much. hahah. but if you want to call me i'll have my cell phone with me at all times :p

We got our packets for class rings today. i hope i can get one but idk if i'll be able to if it is to expensive. What color diamond thing do you think i should get in it? im thinking maybe pink or ruby. i like both...i just dont know which one i like better. oh and another question..round or square cut?? both look really cool.

So i have to write this dumb paper while im in NYC...how retarded. i have like 15 acts. of Spanish and 2 Worksheets. English is to write the paper. Math- tons of problems and worksheets. Band....if he gave me homework i would yell. History...im sure mr. shipp has something in line for me. MES..mr. vollmayer hates me so he is going to give me a shit load of work...damn.

well i gotta go. it is 9:40...

LoveYou!!

XOXO

-Suzie :)

omg becky...look at her butt!

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 22:01:00 GMT

wow...i haven't updated for a while :-p. but thats ok.

last weekend i went to florida! whoo! what a fun time. but it was like 41 degreess...no joke! i had to wear a coat and everything. there were 176 juniors and they split them up into 4 groups of 44 or so. 2 groups a day. i was on the second day with the most difficult class there was. but i made 2 cuts. so i was down to about the last 10 before the judge picked only 3 to go to the finals. and in my group i was the youngest one in there. most of the people were 17 or 18. or even over 18. so it was really tough.

finals went ok. i think i totally bombed one of them though....haha...ohwell. i have next semester to try again right?! i can't wait to get some new classes though. some of the ones im in now i just cant stand. not so much the teachers and the class is hard, but the people in my classes are just so annoying. we can never get anythign done and we are constantly staying after the bell b/c some people are so bad.

the dog show today was pretty bad. there were 27 juniors...which isn't alot, but usually that would take about an hour to judge..but the judge today did 27 juniors in 30 minutes!! it as crazy. i got 4th. i really should have won the class..but the lady just picked the first four people the way that they were..and i was 4th into the ring b/c of my number. and then the regular breed judging was pretty fucked up too...the same lady won pretty much everything b/c she knows the judge on a first name basis....oooh man!! haha. but the lady that is a judge that was watching asked if i would show her dog in breed for her at WESTMINSTER!! how exciting! now i'll have more to do then just juniors there :).

band banquet last night was a blast. i had so much fun. the table that i sat at was amazing! haha...lots of jokes going on there. we ever got to squeeze matt in there with us. now thats skill. AND....I DIDN'T GET ANYFOOD ON MY DRESS! it is like....a miracal! i love the dress that i wore...believe or not..that dress only cost $25! the bra that i bought to go with it cost more then it. hahahhaaha. thats what i call funny. very funny, like TBS. i was nominated for the funny award..but i think brooke won. i can't remember. haha. but it was fun dancing with everybody. randomly running into a circle of poeple and dancing :P. and then dancing to crazy songs. what a night. to bad the dance doesn't go til midnight...that would be better...or even like 11:30. not til 10:45. the banquet wasn't even over til 10:00. maybe they'll change it...who knows!? i don't. haha

my sister came to town last week to go house hunting in midland. so i've got to spend time with her, her husband, and my nephews. tyler and harrison. they are so cute. tyler can say suzie now and harry looks for me when liz isn't around. haha...im such an awesome aunt.

well thats all i gotta say. dog show again tmrw..and then comin home to sleep. doesn't that sound like a good plan. haha

*LoveYa

-<33- Suzie XOXOX

cranbrook is going to burn!

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 01:08:11 GMT

Three Names You Go By
1. Sue
2. Suzie
3. Susan Mary Schafer

Three Parts of Your Heritage
1. Irish
2. American
3. English

Three Things That Scare You
1. Lonliness
2. Spiders
3. Kelly going to boarding school and leaving me at Athens by myself.

Three of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Seeing Kelly @ ATHENS!!...not cranbrook
2. Brushing my hair
3. cracking my knuckles

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. pj pants
2. shirt
3. Socks

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. Kelly's beautiful voice...at athens...not at cranbrook
2. from first to last
3. reilent k

Four Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Comfort
2. Flexibility
3. Connection
4. KELLY STEPHENS!!!

Two Truths and a Lie...(not in order)
1. i want kelly to go to boarding school (that is the lie)
2. im going to FL next friday
3. i play the piano

Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You
1. Blue eyes
2. Tall built body
3. good hair

Three of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Spending time with kelly in TROY michigan, at ATHENS HIGH SCHOOL!
2. dog shows
3. water poloing

Three Things You want to do really badly right now
1. go to FL
2. Kelly Stephens
3. to get out of this house! im so bored

Three Places You Want to go to
1. Ireland
2. NOT CRANBROOK!! TROY ATHENS! RED HAWKS!
3. UK

Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Get married and have kids
2. Have Kelly and i both graduate from TROY ATHENS HIGH SCHOOL....not some cranbrook shit
3. Kelly stephens

Three Ways That You Are Sterotypically a Male or Female
1. I have long hair
2. i cried when i hear kelly wants to go to boarding school at some stupid cranbrook place.
3. i am moody and emotional

Three People You Would Like To See Take This Survey
1. Kelly
2. Elisa
3. Boris

you can prolly tell that i really really don't want kelly to go to some dumb boarding school. i konw that there are many of you out there that want to go to a boarding school, but if kelly left idk what i would do. my best friend would be leaving me to go live in a dorm room with some cheerleader. she can always make me feel better and make me smile. idk what i would do w/o her if she left.

26 ways to steal a girls heart

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 21:22:39 GMT

26 ways to steal a girls heart

1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

6. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

7. If youre talking to another girl, when your done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they arent.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesnt like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then (we all know this is a challenge) TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it everytime she goes to sleep), jewlery(will treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely where it to bed) and don't forget to bring her flowers or something special once in a while.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends (guys, this WILL NOT, i repeat WILL NOT kill you)

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just when ever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (itll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her thinks you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.

Guys repost this if u would do it.....

Girls repost this if u think its sweet......

so lately i've been kinda busy. i've seen a few movies. i went and saw King Kong a about a week or so ago with cameron and my mom. it was really good. i tried hard not to cry..but it was kind of hard not to. and then Scott, Elisa, Evan, and I went and saw Fun With Dick and Jane. hahah..that was really funny! Licky Dicky and Jane. elisa made that one up. then after that we went and ate at National Coney island. Evan was like..anorexic. b/c he wouldnt eat..but maybe he just wasn't hungry. who knows..haha.

texas won the football game. honestly i could have cared less about who won. i don't really know anything about the teams...their stats...and...who was better anyways. i just liked who ever won i guess. haha. but since my sister lives in TX i was kind of rooting for them the whole time.

NEXT FRIDAY I GO TO FLORIDA!! WHOOOO!! im so excited! i get to leave school early and everything. im sure you can all guess why im going there. and if you cant figure it out...its for a dog show. the Eukanuba National Championship. its the one on Animal Planet. if i make the finals...i'll be calling alot of people..so if you get a call from me and i sound histarical..it'll just be b/c im super happy. haha

midterms are coming. shit..i better study. haha. i didnt' study at all last year.and i did..ok. but idk if i can say the same for this year. maybe i'll surprise myself though.

michelle and i..and maybe erin are going to the swim meet tonight. should be fun. i haven't been to one since last year.

well i got to go get ready and finish my homework. so i'll talk to you guys later!!

*LoveYou!

-<33- Suzie XOXO

19 tips for guys..and then some

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 22:47:05 GMT

important tips
PAY ATTENTION
19 tips about girls:

1. If you like Her .. ASK HER OUT already.!!!!!!!!

2. when you hug her, put YOUR ARMS around her WAIST and hold her close.

3. when you WALK next to her, get as CLOSE as you can to her.

4. if she's the only one in your life, TELL HER.

5. ALWAYS let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about
her.

6. give her presents and cards for no reason, SHE WILL RETURN THE
FAVOR... ALWAYS.

7. if she hangs up on you, call her right back.

8. always offer to pay, if she says NO twice, then let her pay but
make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!).

9. kiss her lightly every chance you get.

10. look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose.

11. if she says she's cold, don't be an idiot and say "me too" and
stand there, give her your jacket or just simply hold her in your arms.

12. don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with.****

13. invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of
the
movies.

14. try not to ask her if she's mad at you EVERY TIME you speak to her.

15. Always tell her you LOVE her only if you really mean it.

16. DON'T pressure her to do anything she isnt READY to do. When she is
ready, she will let you know. She just wants everything to be more SPECIAL
and PERFECT. So appreciate what she does do with you.

17. DON'T' go and tell your friends anything that happens between you
two, cause it will hurt her and make her mad...and it will NEVER happen
again.

18. Call her .. girls love to be called or just send little text messages to them, this will make them think about you all day !!!

19. ALWAYS..hold her hand infront of everyone.

Little facts about girls :

When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running through her
mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be
pampered.

When a GIRL says I love you, she means it.

When a GIRL says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

GUYS- repost if you are going to treat your next gf this way, or do
treat
her this way.

GIRLS- repost if you think guys should do this

i went shopping for riding equipment today. and i bought boots..and pants...and coffee. haha. it was good. :p.

well im off to my game night at church. so i'll be back on thursday afternoon! call me ifyou get bored and wanna hang out!

-<33- Suzie XOXO

OY VAY!!

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 05:42:14 GMT

Christmas was fun. i hope everybody had a good christmas. this is what i got

Pink iPod Mini
2 Track Jackets
CD's- Ashlee Simpson, Lindsay Lohan, Black Eyed Peas, Reilent K, Ciara, Blink 182
DVD's- War of the Worlds, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, American Pie goes to Band Camp
Purse
**CastleRock- Dufflebag, Jacket, Apron, Shirt, Sweatshirt, Hats, Shoebag, Bag
Clothes
GiftCards- PacSun, Claire's, Express Disgner Warehouse
DebitCard w. $30 on it

**Castlerock is the name of my Kennel. for those who are still confused, a kennel name is something that a breeder has. like, my dog Tara's registered name is
Ch. Rockherin A Moment In Time. Rockherin is the kennel name for her breeder. and everbody knows who that person is..and that Tara comes from her line of dogs. so when im older and start to breed dogs, and get famous (hopefully) everybody will know that, that certain dog comes from my kennel b/c it will have the name Castlerock (blah blah blah) in front of it. schnazy inn'it! haha

Wasn't a bad year. im happy with it. i'll get to go shopping for a littl while.

so i might go see King Kong, Fun with Dick and Jane, and Rumor Has it this week. should be fun! i've been dying to see all of them. King Kong i guess is 3 hours long. so i better buy alot of popcorn when i go to see that movie :p .

i hope brooke has a new years party at her house. otherwise tell me if you are having a party new years eve, and wont mind if i bring an extra person... i can't wait for new years. party all night long!! ;-) :p

call me if you wanna hang out!

*LoveYou!

-<33- Suzie XXOO

WHOO WINTER BREAK!

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 22:19:00 GMT

Stole this from Bri!

1. Do you think I am a nice person? If so, why?
2. Do you think I can be not so nice? If so, why?
3. Have I ever said/or done anything to you that you did not like? If so, what?
4. What do you think of my personality?
5. Would you ever go to the mall or movies with me (specify as friends/date)?
6. What is the stupidest thing you think I have done? Why?
7. Do you think I am ugly? Explain.
8. What is the thing you will remember most about me? Why?
9. Will you remember who I am 10 years from now?
10. Name the thing you like most about me and the thing you like least about me.

thanks for all of the awesome gifts that i got! i love them all!

Love you**

XOXO

-<33- Suzie

only 1 day left

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 20:29:52 GMT

only 1 day of school left to go. and only 5 more days til christmas!! whoo!! i can hardly wait. then hopfully i'll have a new years party to go to.

i got a bunch of presents today. Mo was my Secret Santa. haha..she gave me popcorn. and then kelly and i went to go pop it. it was tasty! then i got a bunch of candy canes from people and then a fany ornament from Joanna!! it was pretty. and it jingles! can you believe it?! im going shopping again tonight..and then im going to dinner with a bunch of friends from the dog show world. so i'll get more presents :p.

today in MES we got to Tie Dye shirts. it was so much fun. i hope mine comes out ok. i put a bunch of colors on there, i just hope it comes out in the "spider" look i wanted it to.

.....

sorry, there was an awesome guitar solo in the song that im listening too..so i had to stop and dance for a minute. haha

so at the dog show this past weekend i went to Cleveland OH. and it went really well. we took a 6mth. old puppy with us and her name was Farrah. and then of couse we took Tara. Farrah won her puppy class both days and this was her first show! she stool still and was really good. im so proud of her. Tara and i were in a Juniors class of 35 each day. on Saturday we made it to the final 5 people the judge looked at and on Sunday we made the cut again. over all it was worth the trip down there.

trumpet lesson in about an hour. so im gunna go get somthing to eat and then get out of here! haha...

*Loveyou!!

XXXOO

-<33- Suzie

snowing like crazy

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 22:18:55 GMT

so today we got out of school early! whoo! it was only a 1/2 early though. preston gave me a ride home..as usual :-p it took us a while to get home. b/c his windshield fell off! haha..so he couldn't see on his side of the window. it was so funny. Cameron and i were like..laughing our asses off laughing at his brother.

so just recently i got a myspace! its really pretty you should check it out!

www.myspace.com/suzieq08

yesterday i ran a mile and a 1/2 after school. im starting to train myself for water polo. so i'll be able to swim harder and long then last year. which...i really need to get good at. haha. hopefully erin and i can go to some pool somewhere and swim after break. that will really help.

so i was driving to go to eat with my parents..and guess who i see stuck in the snow waaaaay off the road...RIGEL! i burst out laughing. i was like..haha you jackass you got stuck in the snow. yea i know..kinda mean of me, but it was still really funny. i couldn't help but laugh. he always calls himslef the hot shot driver. guess what..not so much any more. 1st, car accident with brooke. 2. drive off the road and get stuck in the snow. thats what i call good driving...not

my secret santa is completely clueless to who i am. haha. i told them i was a girl...so..it should be pretty obvious.

10 more day til christmas!

not much else to do. might go shopping again tonight for more people. should be fun!

XXXOO

-<33- Suzie

he.makes.me.smile.

Shop til' ya drop!

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 03:33:43 GMT

hey there.

so in the past few days i have been to the mall so many times it is almost unimaginable. but i've had a fun time shopping. mainly it has been for my sister and her family in TX. we have to get that stuff shipped out soon or it wont get there in time. boy are my nephews going to have a party with the stuff that we got them. we bought them so many toys. they all make noise..so it will drive my sister insane. HOW FUN! haha. i already know what one of my gifts are. it is a new dog show suit. no..i didn't peak, i had to try it on b/c they store was getting rid of everything..and i needed to see which one fit. but otherwise..i don't know about anything else im getting.

tonight my mom and i went to oakland mall to help with the gift wrapping stuff. it was ok..near the end there were some REALLY funny guys that came into the store. and they wanted to know about this reading light..but it wouldn't turn on b/c the button to turn it on was missing. so i went over to be like...switch the switch you idiots..but there wasn't a switch! so then they started talkin to me and my mom. and they made fun of the way i said button. then they found this Star Wars light sabor..and they were playing with that. but these were like..grown men that were all teachers. and they started talking to me about school..then we got talking about dogs. and then they left to go get a drink..and drink like Irishmen. haha. so today was a pretty good day. it was fun.

Monday night is the Holiday Concert. hopefully it will go ok. if not..then..ohwell. it is just a christmas concert. there are more concerts to look forward to. but i think we'll do fine :)

church in the morning...gotta wake up bright and early to get ready. then more SHOPPING! haha. shop til' ya drop!!
Well, its been a long day. so im going to go sit by the fire and watch a funny movie and have a few more laughs.

Appearance

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly, even sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. i have some on my feet, and my arms. from when i had stitches
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x(sometimes maybe] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] have/I've had braces.
[x] wear glasses....well i did..i do at night though
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. i love my freckles. i want more!

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honour Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing...all the time
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried...haha..yup, almost everytime
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (not be driving, my family..)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[X] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I'm in love.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[ ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've ran a red light. (two red lights, to be exact...)
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted..gum from meijer...but it was those gumballs in those big boxes...

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I smoke
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] one time and i regret it like crazy] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick..those cherry things are good though!
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem AND WITHOUT WATER!

Depression and Self-harm

[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[ ] I've seen a therapist.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm very outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I'm religious.
[ ] I'm against homosexual marriage.
[ ] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
[ ] I'm pro-choice.

Random

[x] I can sing well. i've been told i do
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I like being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x
] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[X] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. DDR...
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I've been told im beautiful by a total stranger.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

XXXO

-<33- Suzie ;)

I've always wanted a pony!!

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 01:06:21 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last week I didn't flush (-1 points). In November I gave altoartist12 a Dutch Oven (-10 points). In August I gave babybri505 a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last month I put money in brassybaby0234's expired parking meter (14 points). Last Friday I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points).

Overall, I've been nice (698 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony!

Sincerely,
lil_shamrock

i have always wanted a pony!! but i never got one :( how sad. well..i have to go back to eating pizza and sitting by the fire. any suggestions for a movie to watch?

toasty tuesday!

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 03:19:59 GMT

today was better then yesterday...so thats good. School was ok. i had a sub in my last 2 hours which was amazing b/c those are my classes where we usually do alot of crappy stuff. so instead of watching a movie in 6th hour i did the hw for that class that we aren't gunna get til tmrw. haha...aren't i clever?! then i got home and my mom is telling me that ihave to do this this and this. so instead of doing something..i washed the dogs. which i would have had to do either way. but i didnt really feel like writing notes..so i washed all of the dogs instead of just 1. so that should make my mom happy enough. then i found out that rigel has pissed off some of my friends. which..makes me totally angry at him even more. so i said something really funny...and a few people know what it is..so if you want to know..come a see me later :p.

10 THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY , No particular order....

1. My Friends
2. BOYS!
3. showing dogs
4. Holiday's
5. Music
6. sleeping
7. cars
8. shopping
9. My bed
10. gunna sound corny..but...band makes me happy too..
I *TAG* 5 ppl that must do this....

1. Brooke
2. Braun
3. Kelly
4. Elisa
5. Bri
6. Any one else, who'd like to! :D

that was entertaining. well i better go get my clothes out of the drier before they start a fire. haha...that would be..not good!

XXXXO

-<33- Suzie

kinda bored

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 22:57:05 GMT

school today was ok..dispite the fact that i woke up 45 minutes late...haha

Spanish- i had to do this skit. and i had to have it memorized. but then when we got up there, my partner did something weird with her lines and it got me flustered. so in the middle of the skit i was like..what the hell was that?! but it made the class laugh, including the teacher. so it was ok. then i had to like..consentrate on what she was saying so i could answer her. b/c that made me forget my lines immidietly :p.

English- watched some more people do a skit, i had done mine on friday. so it was ok. had to fill in some worksheet while they were doing it. so i didn't get to sleep during it...but its ok. at least we didn't have to like read a book or anything.

Math- i got frustrated b/c my class wouldn't shut up and i didn't get what was going on in the lesson. so i have homework tonight, but i might have to call somebody for help, b/c i sure as shit wont understand it.

Band- alot of peole got yelled at today. and for some reason i was like really tired. i was practicing hard this weekend so i bet that had something to do with it. hopefully tmrw will be a better

Science- did a butt load of notes. but at least we don't have homework. and the class next to us was blaring Christmas music, so we were dancing and singing along with it. and then my teacher almost fell over b/c she was playing with the heels on her shoes while she was teaching. luckily the wall was there to break her fall. but it made us all laugh. i think it would have been better if she would have fell on her face. b/c she was being kinda mean today.

History- i felt smart b/c mr. shipp was like..giving me all of these questions and i got them all. and then i asked him something about what happened to Italy, and then he was like..YESS!! ITALY!! SUZIE YOU GOT IT! YOUR RIGHT ON TOP OF THINGS TODAY AREN'T YOU?!! so i felt smart.

but today was kind of weird feeling. like...i felt really..ugly today. i mean..i don't want to sound cocky, but usually i feel like..ok looking or i just feel ok with the way i look. but today..just..i felt really ugly looking. ohwell. tmrw will be a better day :)..hopefully at least.

1. Sleep with or without clothes on?
with

2. Prefer black or blue pens?
blue, definatly

3. Dress up on Halloween?
sometimes..

4. Like to travel?
love to travel. considering i travel almost every weekend

5. Like someone?
yes

6. Do they know?
yes

7. Who sleeps with you every night?
my kitty, and my little bear.

8. Think you're attractive?
sometimes

9. Want to get married?
of course!

10. To?
the love of my life

11. Are you a good student?
most of the time

12. Are you currently happy?
89% of the time

13. Have you ever cheated?
not on any person. but maybe sometimes on homework

14. Birthplace?
Troy Beaumont

15. Christmas or Halloween?
Christmas

16. Colored or black-and-white photo?
colored

17. Do long distance relationships work?
they can

18. Do you believe in astrology?
somewhat

20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
kind of

21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
sometimes..depends on who is there

22. Do you drink?
no

23. Do you make fun of people?
not all the time. only if i get really ticked at somebody

24. Do you think dreams eventually come true?
if they are like...realistic dreams

25. Favorite fictional character?
aladdin

26. Go to the movies or rent?
go to the movies of course!

27. Have you ever moved?
nope. i've lived in this boring city my whole life.

28. Have you ever stolen anything?
not like shoplifting, ive taken like gum and from people and stuff

29. How's the weather right now?
colding, snowing, windy...its pretty outside :)

30. Last time you cut your hair?
i think a month or so ago

31. Last person you talked to on the phone?
my dad

32. Last time you showered?
last night

33. Loud or Soft Music?
i like both

34. McDonalds or Burger King?
McDonalds, Im Loving It!

35. Night or day?
night

36. Number of Pillows?
6...on my bed, and yes..i use them all. ask kelly if you don't believe me!

37. Piano or guitar?
i can play piano, but i like to listen to both

38. Future job?
um...i don't know...maybe...a teacher?

39. Current job?
unemployeed

40. Current love(s) ?
my friends, family...and life

41. Clay or Ruben?
neither

42. Current disappointment?
certain people

43. Current annoyance?
the person i call him

44. Last thing you ate?
cookie dough

45. Last thing you bought?
my sunglasses! i havent been able to buy sunglasses for 10 years. i was so excited when i bought them

46. Most recent thing you are looking forward to?
christmas break!

47. What are you hearing right now?
christmas music, dog paws on the floor...um..and the tv

48. Plans for this weekend?
dunno yet, maybe i'll go see a movie with somebody

49. What did you do today?
School, eat, sleep, and now lj entry

well that was fun! not much else to do today. i have a little homework. and then i have nothing to do. maybe i'll catch up on my tv watching :p! call me if you get bored!

XXXOO

-<33- Suzie

chirstmas tree

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 03:07:38 GMT

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog (how bland) and be surprised (or afraid) about what people remember about you.

so anyways. im getting my christmas tree tonight!! my brother is coming with us and then we are going out to eat. fun stuff!

last night bri and i went to the rockettes! they were amazing. they had these frosty costumes for their midgets. omg..they were so cute. i wanted on to take home and just put in my room. or on my roof. that would be fun. then they had this NYC scene. it was really good. i felt like a kid in the candy store when i saw this show. THEN THE SOLDIER ACT! that was so cool!!! all these straight lines and rotations and circles. it was great. then at the intermission we went out to get food. and i was like eating everything in site. we would buy one thing. and then i would see another thing that was tasty. so i was constantly eating. although i do that alot anyways :p

only like....4 more weeks til winter break! then we get..what? 2 weeks off. i wan to learn how to go skiiing..or snowboarding. i've never done either. so if anybody wants to take me to a hill..or mountain...trail w/e you call it, and want to teach me, that would be amazing.

everyday this week i've fallen asleep when i got home. idk why, but like..im starting to get really exhausted after school. its kinda weird. i hope im not like..sick or anything.

we're taking Bryn to be bred this weekend. hopefully we won't have another bitch that doesn't take to the stud dog. alot of people (in the dog show world) haven't been havin such good lucky in getting puppies. there are ALOT of people that one an irish setter all of the sudden. it is really funny. we get about 5 calls a day of somebody wanting to know breeders and such. i guess that is a good thing.

not much else going on. tomorrow is friday!! and i get to go shopping. i think my nephew is going to tag along. so i'll get to hang out with him for a while. should be fun!

gimme a call if you wanna do something this weekend. prolly sunday is the only day i could do something. i have pretty busy weekend.

*LoveYou!!

XXXOO

-<33- Suzie

**I <3 You!!**